Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Winter Descending

John left last week to go to Sunny Florida. As soon as he left, Syracuse got really cold. Coincidence?

I've been sad since he's gone. I actually enjoyed living with him more than I thought I would. We coexisted quite nicely and got to spend quality time together before he left. It was really wonderful having him here and I liked feeling like I was part of a couple. Although we've been 'involved' for over two years now, because of the distance I've never felt like we were a couple before. And I love the feeling of being with someone. I liked having someone to come home to. And specifically, having him to come home to.

I do think that maybe things will work out some day for us. I'm definitely not ready to give up at this point, even though now he's far away again...

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